Trendy Daze

the feeling after hearing that moving, amazing song... just the silence after. just sitting and absorbing what you've just heard. feeling the meaning, and knowing it.

i want to accomplish things. feels like there is so much to do in life, and i want to do it all.

i can't wait

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Alex comes back in about a week. forever! i'm excited.

i love him.

Thinking of tattoo ideas...


I like swirls... and delicate, pretty lines and spirals.

I think a swirling, spiraling vine of lines across the right upper side of my back-shoulder could be pretty...

Still drawing though. It'll be with me forever...

But it will be more design inspired. Not a literal object. I want it to be beautiful though. I hope to go through with it eventually...

finding yourself. seems like a phase.


but it seems so real. and its very frightening and exciting.

i love it.


i wanna do stuff. i wanna change things. i wanna make differences. i wanna love my life, live it, make it my own. look back... no regrets. my own life that i have controlled. my own that i have been able to handle and love.

there are so many decisions... opportunities. i love it.

i can't even explain. just everything seems so much real now. yet it seems like a fantasy.